Amber's Journal

I'm getting a personal trainer for x-mas. I must say this is the best gift ever. That is all.

At the beach and honestly i'm just not having a great time. I don't know why maybe it is because of being woke up at 7:30 fucking am every morn so far and it's damn vacation you don't need a damn shower before going down to the beach/pool. I think it is just stupid shit like that and all I want to do is go home and vacation at my apt.

In the words of Pink "Cause I'm not here for your entertainment you don't really want to mess with me tonight!!!"

Current Mood: irritated

why is it I keep seeming to make bad decisions. It is like the same things keep coming up in my life and I don't know how to say no. when will I ever learn.

Current Mood: confused

Time for a new car
So lately I've been thinking about buying a new car. Considering how old mine is 8 years and all but in reality wouldn't probably buy til next year. So now the decision would be what car one I want a sports car so I've been looking at the Eclipse, Saturn Skyy but lately my eyes have been in love with the new camaro concept unfortuntely there is no news on when if ever it would be put into production :( maybe I should just find a sugar daddy to buy me my Corvette haha

Current Mood: refreshed

a thought
One more kiss could be the best thing, one more lie could be the worst...

Current Mood: pensive

New York was amazing. Had way to much fun and can't wait to go back to see more stuff that didn't have time for like the Central Park Zoo. Loved the play was great. Thanks for all the Birthday wishes I got while I was on my way ther or there!!!

I'm doing way to much text messaging lately I gotta learn to type faster on a cell phone that 15 min to compose one lil message sucks

5 Days
I'll be up in NYC in 5 days. I can't wait celebrating my birthday up there is so gonna rock!!!

Current Mood: cheerful

Man the Zombie/Lacuna Coil concert was amazing!!! The new Lacuna Coil cd will be great from the 5 songs they played from it Friday night. They were just amazing definitely rocked out. Zombie great as ever but come on it's fucking Zombie. Voice is still somewhat gone but well worth it. Next NIN must get up early Friday so I can get tickets. Ah my christmas has come early with concerts :D

I need a second job...
So I will be seeing Rob Zombie and Lacuna Coil in two weeks which didn't set me back much BUT I just found out NIN will be in Raleigh June 9th a must go to show!!!! This is just the start of concert season announcements, I am sooooo in trouble

Current Mood: chipper

Happiness in a concert
Just got on the HOB Myrtle beach website to buy tickets for Disturbed but unfortunetly it is sold out however a better concert is now going to be there.... Rob Zombie WITH Lacuna Coil. Definitely a much better concert to go to and I get to see Lacuna Coil again mmmm hotness That is all you may go back to your regular scheduled program

Current Mood: energetic

Just ordered my tickets for Lestat. May can not come soon enough for me to be up in NYC enjoying the arts and city :D

Falling back into that same depressing pattern again. Just when I thought I could let it go it comes right back and bites me in the ass. Why is it when I have finally accepted that it is gone nothing more to come it just pops right back in my life as if it was never gone. I fall right back in and my emotions run right back up to the high they once were when I had just got them down from the anger/jeaoulsy/crying stage.

Current Mood: cynical

it's a new me
so I changed my hair color. I am now a burgundy. Pretty drastic change but it so rocks and everyone who has seen it likes it. :)

Lestat on Broadway
definitely a very exciting thing for me. Lestat is one of my all time fav Anne Rice books and it will be on Broadway this spring. I think I know my bday gift to myself. Now to just find someone to join me up in the big apple...

Current Mood: excited

So SAD..
I have caved into the power of DDR. it is offical...I'm addicted

Current Mood: bouncy

"You can't spell SLAUGHTER without LAUGHTER" this is so something I would say at work... yes I have a very interesting coworkers :D

Yes I know it may have been in bad form to post a note bitching about the trash but my stress level and the amount I am working I don't have time to deal with something this minor when it takes 2 seconds to run it out. Normally I wouldn't mind but i've been the only one who has dealt with the trash the past 5 times. We only have a month left living here and definitely don't need to keep a mess when lots of things need to be cleaned out so it is not one big rush at the end of May.

Current Mood: exhausted

to the roomies
Just cause this is easier. All large objects such as the filing cabinet, chairs outside, etc that we need to get up to the top of the road as soon as possible so the city can pick them up. Also I looked on raleigh's website and I think if I understood it correctly one must pay 40 bucks for them to make a special pick up of these items. It is just may is coming up soon and it is best to go ahead and get rid of any big things one does not want instead of waiting til the last minute.

Ugh. Man why is it I get the jealous bug once in a while when I have no reason to. Ok maybe I do have a reason but knowing that the situation is not one to be jealous of I should really just get over it. Sounds easy but isn't when one has feelings invested that the other may or may not have too.

Current Mood: thirsty

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